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Urgghhh..so I haven't blogged in a looooong time , even though I'm supposed to. I feel much better after blogging , its a nice way to vent my (at times) intense frustration. And I think I'm going to have to go through a lot of frustration this year...with my decision to repeat and everything...so yeah I screwed up first time around...I hope to do better next year. Its soooo boring explaining to people WHY I want to repeat and HOW I'm going to go about it. And i KNOW being a Doctor will be difficult , especially because I'm girl (I'm quoting my relatives here. I don't believe so myself). So anyway I'm studying from scratch..my temper is not so good. My hair gets crackly allll the fuckin time but whatever. If this is what it takes to become a Medical Professional I'll do it. I'll do whatever it takes.And I won't make the mistakes I made last year. Or the mistakes I made for the past 2 years for that matter.
ON a happier note I so hope Sara Bareilles wins a Grammy this year. She's so wonderful and she plays the piano so well.
I heard a song by The Jonas Brothers last night. Its astounding that they call themselves singers/composers or whatever. The lead singer can't sing for nuts.
Poets of the Fall are AWESOME! 'Stay' WOULD BE MY FAVOURITE SONG!!!
And Bruce Springsteen is HAWT even at 63. Ryan Lochte- I love you!!!!!!!!!!!

Anyways.
I'm beginning to feel morbid again.
I swear I'm not on drugs..this is just the way I normally behave:-)